Sometimes old habits die hard and I don't know how I've managed to live like this but I have   It's a lust for the spur at the moment   It makes me content   If I could change it I would      The problem solver was cut short   Shortcut for a quick getaway   It's always easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission      Too many lips have graced me and at times I'm ok with that   Then again at times I'm dying to kiss your lips once more   I wish I could find a peace to this war   If I could put my weapons down I would      And too many times I've had to suffer   I've had to feel what it is like to be at war with myself   To be at war with your love   To be at war without your love