this feeling haunts me   behind these eyes   the shell seems so empty    does anything live inside?      i want to live    i wish i was dead      my heart aches to believe   im cheated by what i see   freedom holds a double edge for me   i look in your eyes and see      i want to live   i wish i was dead      i dont even want to think im stuck here   and i know it    i dont want to see   make me close my eyes      i want to live    i wish i was dead      i look in your eyes    and see its always this way   live the tlive and take a dive    just to make it die      ive just got to close my eyes    ive got to close my eyes   ive got to close my eyes