Only birth is ambiguous   If you follow a path hesitantly   I would even fake my actual suffering   Licking the sweet honey out of the variable and disgusting receptacle   Averting my eyes, shivering, and then I repeat this utopia once again      Deceived mad pain   Pain of the embracing, "feeling of superiority"   The answer of this weird question "feeling of emptiness"      If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore...   But my aching ears   Don't hear anymore, nor the answer either, not even if someone would beat me with it   Fight against yourself and decay; that's what you want, isn't it? Come on, suffer, now!   It will break...fall and burst   If this would rule off this absurdity      Mad Rain…Mad Rain...Mad Rain...Mad rain      I feel the end coming   But...for me who forgot how to laugh, this simple step is just too hard to make   I don't have the courage anymore to make this simple step      If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore...but please tell me why...   Why do you agonize me? How many times must I repeat this fault   Throw away this indistinguishable feeling at least   Rip yourself, fall and burst   And all this absurdity