Pretend to be the best that I can be   Wishful thinking   My conscience is sinking in      I'm embarrased of myself   I turned into everything   That I hate      Your piece of mud   Just seems to cross the line   Moment in time   The past I can't rewind      I'm embarassed of myself   I turned into everything   That I hate      I know I told you to stay away   But I can't seem to state what I would say      Please don't stop saying    How great you think I am   (Oh oh oh oh)   I live the good life   Just some ignorance   (Oh oh oh oh)      I just want to get old with you   But I got old to you   Tonight I'll wake    And realize my mistake      Please don't stop saying    How great you think I am   (Oh oh oh oh)   I live the good life   Just some ignorance   (Oh oh oh oh)