Okay I give up   Let's just call it even   Cause I can't keep waiting around for the perfect apology   And I'm sure you've said you're sorry    A thousand times   But my anger makes me deaf   Just ask my psychologists      So let's do this   Let's get to know each other for real   All my life I've been wishing on eyelashes   For words to fit how I feel   All my life in case you hadn't noticed   I've been driving around   Trying to find me a home      So don't give up on me now   Just cause you think you've already lost   I need your love now more than ever   Yes it's selfish I know    To want to make up   But if we don't and you die   I'll be left without feeling    Any love for you      So tell me what thrills you   What did you dream about last night   Why did you marry her   And in your heart did you always know we'd be all right   Tell me have you ever lost faith   And just wanted to end it all   Or are you still mad at god for your whole life   It's like the bottom of the ninth in the batter's box   Showing up to watch your favorite band    While the band was packing up      So don't give up on me now   Just cause you think you've already lost   I need you now more than ever   Yes it's selfish I know to want to make up   But if we don't and you die   I'll be left here without feeling    Any love for you   If we don't and you die   I'll be left here without feeling    Any love for you   If we don't and you die   I'll be left here without feeling loved by you      Okay I give up   Let's just call it even