[i'm sorry. i'm not leaving. i'm going back to the chapel.]   [no! you'll die!]   [but i have to.]   [no you don't. there is no reason for you to go back there.]   [you're gonna die.]   [then i will.]      what am i supposed to do?   what are they going to say?   if they only really knew?   can you hear me now?   when i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*   another day   condemned this day   everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'   will you understand me   if you bring this gift to me*   my needs corrupt me   and it sentences me eternally   but i wanna leave this place of reasoning   got something inside me   tear apart reality   would i ever hear my inner most fears   break open?   inside my head   my inner most fears   break open inside my head   my inner most fears   break open      [heaven is a universe, but so is hell]   [when god cast me from the heavens i vowed:]   [one day i would become more powerful than he]   [so i take his strength one hundred fold]   [with life i destroy, i strike down one more piece of heaven]      what am i supposed to do?   what am i supposed to say?   what is missing inside me?*   am i supposed to die?      my place of insanity, will it rescue me?   but now it's time   i don't want to see what you've done to me   if i ask you why, would you tell a lie?   or must i search inside?   until i find what's been broken inside my head?   what am i supposed to do?   what are they going to say?   if they only really knew, can you hear me now?   what i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*   another day   condemned this day   everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'   will you understand me   if you bring this gift to me*   my needs corrupt me   then it sentences me eternally   but i wanna leave this place of reasoning   got something inside me   tear apart reality   will i ever hear my inner most fear?