You never seemed this soft before   I can’t remember a better time   You will be burned into my eyes   No words could ever describe       Like you watch a hundred times   Always picking up something new   Hoping the reel doesn’t brake   Hoping it doesn’t ever end      I see you and feel a million miles away   From everything, no one around to hear   Nothing for my mind to wander too   Just you standing in front of me       No matter how much I write   It doesn’t make it better   Knowing what I had, what I lost   What I could have done.      Can I ever stop beating myself?   Could you ever stop being you?   It’s the only way I can survive   The only way I know how to keep going