Wish I could run away from this pain I feel   Falling out of love can be so unreal   It starts out as everything   And ends up the worst kind of nothing   After all's said and done we just had to stop trying   I couldn't take any more but still it killed me it dying      Did I let you down or just let you go   For as long as I live I swear I'll never know   Caught between love and hate   Destruction our only fate   Through it all there'll always be a place in my heart   For the love you gave me and where you tore it apart      Baby I had to leave   Tho' still it makes my soul bleed   Baby I had to go   Tho' the pain inside   You'll never, never, never know      To survive, to survive, to survive