This night, I just know.   Maybe I counldn't really relax.   I'm not okay, you keep saying that everything will get better.   I'll never see her, eyes open eyes close. I'll shut my eyes.      There, there. I'll hold you until you sleep now.   I can't rest, maybe I should just take some pills.   I think I;m crazy, this window I see painted smiles.   I'ts been days, where I don't sleep at night.   My head hurts soo, I'm watching, I'm crying on everything I do.      Yeah, I think I'll be satisfied.   With you, no one would ever leave you. Now.   Maybe when we laugh, maybe when we relax.   I think I'm torn inside/out I...   Believe I'm torn out.