You are the wind beneath my wings   The grill across my face   You are the few and Im a shame   That special place   You are the sunshine of my life   The first and only love   You are the apple of my eye   You suck my blood      And I hate you more than life itself   I even hate you more than I hate myself   I hate therefore I am   I am therefore I hate      Another nail in my coffin   Another thorn in my side   Another gun to my temple   Goodbye...      And I hate you more than life itself   I even hate you more than I hate myself   I hate therefore I am   I am therefore I hate      You are the final destination   The calm before the storm   You are the woe within my own self   I died when you were born      And I hate you more than life itself   I even hate you more than I hate myself   And I hate you more than life itself   I even hate you more than I hate myself   I hate therefore I am   I am therefore I hate      You are the place where I find shelter   Left out in the cold   You are the "hell" in helter skelter