I am being reclusive for a reason   I hate the way you care   Can't you understand that it's love that put me here?   My parents inability to keep their pants on   Hearts don't break, they're not made of porcelain   And you never ever feel it in your heart   The butterflies in your tummy take the heartache away   And fly straight into the nearest hormone fuelled teen   Love exists, that I won't deny   But it doesn't make your life a breeze   Constant worry as to whether you're doing things right   Don't upset them   Don't belittle them   Don't be without them   Well this time I'm gonna fall away from these stereotypes   I'm not going to pine for the girl who can't be mine   I'm not going to ignore the girl who secretly wants me   I'm not going to watch the geek get the cheerleader   I'm not going to watch the goth forget her woes after a kiss   I'm not going to be what they show you   Love is nothing like you know   You only know what it's like when you see it's gone   Gone but not forgotten? Only in your eyes   So shall I cut my arms?   No, that just proves that you crave for more attention   Shall I drink some more?   Once again, you're craving attention from the ones who care   And especially from the ones who don't   The people who really feel this never tell a soul   They never cry in public (release your sensitive side...)   They hide it all away   A smile for every occasion   No one knows of what they worry about   Until it's carved on their tombstone   So please just fuck off and cry somewhere else   Cry in front of the opposite sex to show them you're soft   But please don't say you suffer in silence   Because you don't   You'll never know who suffers in silence   Because they can't be heard   Now go and watch a teen drama and listen to some emo   The more I talk to you the more I hate the world