you lie silent there before me   your tears, they mean nothing to me   the wind howling at the window   the love you never gave   I give to you      really don't deserve it   but now, there's nothing you can do   so sleep in your only memory of me   my dearest mother      here's a lullaby to close your eyes   (goodbye...)   it was always you that I despised   I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no   here's a lullaby to close your eyes   (goodbye...)      so insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me   are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers?   maybe flying high, in the clouds?   perhaps you're happy without me   so many seeds have been sown in the field   and who could sprout up so blessedly   if I had died I would never felt sad at all,   you will not hear me say "I'm sorry"   where is the light?   wonder if it's weeping somewhere...      here's a lullaby to close your eyes   (goodbye)   it was always you i despised   I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no   here's a lullaby to close your eyes   (goodbye)