Walking, I watched before me   Into the white wind, I breathe out a white sigh   The white body temperature floats up high into the sky   I walk on top of the fallen leaves that have lost their color      Far away, I heard the echoing voice of a bird   The air began to freeze   Time stopped as I began remembering...   Time stopped as my heart closed itself...      You're not here...      Snow scatters atop my shut eyelids   The tears scatter and disappear   The snow piled in my heart   Everything goes silent   The light is pure   And I think of only you      The throbbing in my chest means that surely, I'm still breathing   The sky I looked up at was somewhat far away   My body seems as if it's getting smaller and smaller... disappearing   You, who I love so much....   I think of only you...      My eyes   Open themselves once again   And I wipe away the tears... yet once again   A morning where you're not in it...   I wonder...   How long will it be til I discover this to be ok?