I black out in the room again    A busted lip and broken skin    I wake up in the bathroom    And dare not bother asking    Why the mirrors cracked and all I see    Are shards of glass inside of me    Theres voices there to dare me    My fathers here to scare me       And my mother she sits beyond the door    She's curled up, crying on the floor    "Look at what our son's done,    When the weight of all the world's gone wrong."   Wrong again, Gone fucking wrong again       Well liars they leave a guilty trail    Let me tell you i've been lying for years    That must be why I'm standing in this space    Constantly, over and over   I'm disregarding that i have created monsters    That are on both of my sides    So I wipe the blood from both their eyes    From all four of their eyes       And while I wait for wounds to heal    I see you by the window sill    Your hearts torn out    A plastic spoon    Honesty lit up the room    So I stole the pillowcase to clean    This mess I'd made of someone's dream    Now you see what I've done    When the weight of all the world's gone wrong again    Gone fucking wrong again...       God, this room is old and wise    And I fall onto the bed and wonder, "How did I get here?"    I was the little boy who would argue with a tree    Go ahead, thump his head, he'll turn back to normal    And now why is that what i see?       Don't bother trusting    Don't bother waiting    Don't bother changing things that won't give in to changing.    Just let me go away   I'm packed,   Down whenever    Let's go...let's really really go