Oh, if I had my way I would never go back    With my back to the wall, I just let myself fall    Watch the daytimes turn black    But now and again I find you cross my mind       Oh, if I was a train I would never slow down    My head in the sky and world goin' by every nowhere town    As I write one more letter to you    No, I can't change the things I do, ohhhh       One day when you discover just why I ran    ran away from you, lover    Well I know i'm to blame    I feel so ashamed    Called out your name    Ohhhh, after the rain       Well, what do you want me to do?    I've thrown away everything for you    Well, I've wasted my dreams    Each day it seems    Losing my way back to you       It's time for a change    What else could i do?    With the clock ticking time    Better make up my mind    Is it me or is it you?    Yeah tonight as i'm losing control    I will drink to the queen of my soul, ohhhh       One day when it is discovered just why i ran, ran away    ran away from you, lover    I know i'm to blame    I feel so ashamed    Called out your name    Ohhhh, after the rain...