soaked in a stench of emotion and flesh    there were twelve (sleep in self defeat)    i saw none    felt the beat of my gun    sirens screaming blue and red    my sweet lullaby to bed       i did not start this war of secrets, but i will end    snapshot, photograph    you've got one second to capture that laugh    just numbers no names    all that we have come to hate this is where it starts    the stop and go of our lives dropped    the needle sang but now    it has stopped    and voices cling to frozen air    i'm not there       retrace the footsteps that have dried    in the wet cement of my mind    on a lost mission just to find    a rusted memory that's dried    and left years worth of salt in the lining of my eyes    behind these gates of wood and iron    i search for the answer    like a gumshoe insomniac staying up all night    with a mystery to crack in the name of the father    the son and the holiest of ghosts    to the demons that you love the most you'd say    "PLAY ON THAT ORGAN, BABY!"    through life and death    i will follow you down to the ends of the earth    through life and death    my organ will play on       now it's about that time ladies and gentlemen    where we tip our bartenders and tip our hats goodnight    i got my gun to the left nestled beside me    i found that perfect place where i can sleep and you can't find me    here they come    they come for me    this song that i'm playing i am playing for the world    a love letter written by the hands of time    time i can't take back    time i can't take back    time i can't take back    time i would have killed to take back       yes i am the organ donor but what you don't know    see, i rob from the rich and give back to the poor    the sad and lonely    sick and homeless    have i lost faith in the ways of the system?    the people are lost, but who's sick of losing?       can you touch me?    say you care?    all those answers lost until i found    the questions in these dirty sounds    the stage is set for final bows    so put me in the fucking ground    stay with me i can't do this alone again    shots rang out the day i left    they hit me through the head and chest       songs played on the day i left