And it's been said to me   I hold a key I'll never see   And what I used to have was lost but now I found it   And without sympathy   The bleeding eye could never see   They're lining up to die the people I have counted   All the things I need to never   Do the things I want to do   Thought that it would change forever   But I never really want it   I used to try to be what I had seen that wasn't me   And what surrounded me was people that were clouded   And though it's hard to see just what I mean it isn't free   And what has grounded me   Was something that you doubted