How was I to know    What was wrong with you    When you kept it to yourself,    Feeling tortured, needing help?    So you said you were so unsure    Of how you felt    But you said you were in love,    How could that not be enough?    So you kept making me feel like    Every single thing's my fault.       When I've been trying so damn hard to be    Everything you want from me    You said that I'd be fine,    I disagree    'Cause I've seen all the things you hid from me    They filled my life with jealousy    If you wanted blood I'd cut myself in three    Instead you've broken me.       Contemplating life without you here    I took your picture off the wall,    Watch the ashtray getting full, and so I    Walk through empty rooms that smell of you,    Find the tape you made for me    Spelling out how life should be,    If only you were listening closer    Maybe you would understand,       That I've been trying so damn hard to be    Everything you want from me.    You said that I'd be fine,    I disagree.    'Cause I've seen all the things you hid from me    They filled my life with jealousy    If you wanted blood I'd cut myself in three       Did you ever know, did you, ever, ever know,    What it took to love you?    Now you'll never know what you had,    By/but (?) letting go.    Now you're on your own where you've only got you.    Now you're on your own where you've only got you.       I've been trying so damn hard to be    Everything you want from me.    You said that I'd be fine,    I disagree    'Cause I've seen all the things you hid from me    They filled my life with jealousy    If you wanted blood I'd cut myself in three    Instead you've broken me