Heroin or Suicide?         Hey see you know what I, I know what I dont    You promise you promise and I know you won't    The problems and pressures we face everyday    Are sometimes more like but always on display    It breaks in your ears it aches in your bones and brings you to tears    With various incisions you load another bullet    Your shootin' with precision       I'm talented with atrophy yea i do it well   you know I'd like to take a break from suffering in hell    Squattin' is the excuse is I frequently abuse    Either way I hold the chain im gonna need a noose cause PAIN!!!!!!!!    Sweats on my skin, sick with bad memories and burns for my sin PAIN!!!!!!!   To talk with each breath    The only solution is the sweet taste of death!       Don't mistake the demeanor   My kindness and weakness   I'll burn you with reality   While you cry to your Jesus   You're suffocating in two   You're choking in an empty room   You're empty life thats ending soon    Completely spells your doom       I made a choice deep inside   heroin or sucide?    sickness praised in times of need   we waste away from hands of greed   Jesus nailed to wooded T's   cannot compete with my disease   humanity the weak condition my soul is sick from my decision      PAIN!!!! The badness increases   The goodness wants to cry while we are cut to pieces   PAIN!!! Precious death   Paralysed with apathy thats all thats fucking left!   PAIN!!!!!