he sits alone locked in the closet   he feels dead he feels no emotion   he had it all but drank and lost it   he feels like he is spinning like he is in motion         he had the family that he always wanted   and he had the body that he always flaunted   he crossed the line with those shoots he took   he lost his life just look   and now its over no turning back   next comes hereon fallowed by crack   ruined his future killed his dreams   just think about it whou would hire a guy who got drunk at 15      no hes sober don't mean thing   on his record theres a permant stain   no place in society that he will fit in   unless you count the alcoholic luticris violient punk scene      20 years later he thinks back to the time   when he got drunk with his buddies commited this hanus crime   he wishes he never got midly dunk   bc now hes turned into............a punk