I've been losing my mind   I've been living a lie   I've been running away for so long   I try to put on a face   And cover my heart   But I'm needing it now so bad      I don't know how I feel   Maybe I'm mad   Or maybe I'm proud   Can't find the truth   Can't speak my mind   I don't know what I'll say   I'm just thinking out loud   Thinking out loud      No, no, I can't explain   What's happened to me   I feel like I'm right and wrong   Inside everything's upside down   Everything's spinning around   And it's freaking me out      I don't know how I feel   Maybe I'm mad   Or maybe I'm proud   Can't find the truth   Can't speak my mind   I don't know what I'll say   I'm just thinking out loud   Thinking out loud      If only for a day   I could be free   I bet you'd feel the same   If you were me   I'm gonna spit it out   Just let go   I've been losing my mind   I've been living a lie   I've been running away for so long      I don't know how I feel   Maybe I'm mad   Or maybe I'm proud   Can't find the truth   Can't speak my mind   I don't know what I'll say   I'm just thinking out loud   I'm thinking out loud   Thinking out loud   Can't find the truth   Can't speak my mind   I don't know what I'll say   I'm just thinking out loud