why do i drink when i'm not supposed to?   why do i sing when i make no sense?   if it's an easy way out   well nothing comes easy   a sinking ship never makes it to land   should i descend when it's not time to?   should i go down?   if it's the common way out   what's left of me then?   broken hearts never mend   so i live my live dangerously   but you can calm me if you will   why do i smoke when i can't afford to?   why do i tell that i've no defense?   revelation is easy   secrets are all about all my stories of shame   waiting to be divulged.