when you've hurt yourself   they've won   when you accept yourself inferior   they've won   when you've let them beat you down   they've won   when you've destroyed your mind   they've won   when you've played their games   they've won      My physical abjurations may be self-imposed   but I was born a freak...      all we have is our mind   my brother   all we have is our integrity   my friend      we are the freaks amongst freaks   we are the outcasts amongst outcasts   we are the last bastion of clarity   let us not compromise      when you've lost your sense of self   they've won   when you've become them   they've won      we slit our skin with scalpels   they impale thier souls with swords   we pierce our flesh with needles   they only seek to fill their holes....