I dont want to bleed   I dont want to wait   I dont want to see   the pain and the hate   that you need to feel   you need to feel alive      down inside your soul   your blood and your skin   numb to the cold and numb to the sin   and it makes you feel   it makes you feel alive      I want heaven   I want heaven   I want heaven right now      you've given it away   the sin you create   to addicts of pain   disease is the faith   and it makes them feel   it makes them feel alive      I just want the truth   I dont want your pain   I just want the truth   without all your shame   and i need to feel   I need to feel alive      I want heaven   I want heaven   I want heaven right now      I've been crucified   almost died   I've seen too much of your darker side   I dont care anymore   I just want it all   right now