i keep my eyes on the screen   pulse oximeter flash in indistinct green   tapping of the veins haemoglobin rains   bloodbath now will occur      in dysfunctional belief   pressure of the blood is set to be relieved   tappping of the veins haemoglobin rains   heart is being disturbed      violent deed, sickening greed,   transfusion of obscenity   losing track, eyes turn black,    departure of my sanity      bleeding - feel the rush, taste the heat   speeding - pain threshold for a heartbeat      wisdom streams, endlessly   fulfilling of a murder dream   night routines in the mortuary   death walks on the round unseen      i examine your death as i stab overhead   your body cracks and i bathe in blood   wallow in gore and thoughts of the dead   i condemn myself as i bathe in blood   saw your hell through a blood-flushing cell   dreams are dead as i bathe in blood   washed out the life of every cell   death exploration as i bathe in blood      a bloodshot sight of gore   bursting body sprays   life to proceed no more   a bloodbath of the human race      invidious trauma   transfixed bodies in a grotesque scene   disgusting horror of dried out life   coagulated bloodstream      eyes stare blank   unable to see as death reappears   unspeakable chill in the hyper white light   fall to my knees in fear