do you remember not knowing what we wanted to be and we just believed fate would paint the picture but i awoke today and you were a life time away      im screaming to pass the hours until what's our turns into screaming      im not scared   i knew the consequences   i was aware and i was fully prepared   connections were made that day   you were one hundred miles away    but that that didn't mean anything   i don't want to lose this   if its within my reach   and it could possibly be      just say "oh well" and "that's the end of that"   if its not worth believing in   if i had half the heart that you seem to have   id need not keep repeating   scream only if you mean it      i remember   every detail of our escapade   a cold December day at noon   anything was what to do   i met your family too   i was sleeping in your living room   when you came out and woke me   and we stayed up like kids   in the morning you woke me with a kiss      don't lie just tell   did you give your heart away   to something else   or did you simply go and throw it away   am i missing part of the picture   did it just hit you   you need make fiction of this addiction   and then walk away      i hardly fit the mold   of anything wonderful   but then again   (this is Sarah's big splash)      im screaming to pass the hours until what's our turns into screaming   cry hard and choke on the tears but don't let those tears fall without good reason