I always thought It would be easy for me   I always heard It was the same old story   falling over myself   getting up again and falling far again, yeah   yeah yeah yeah      I never really needed too much somehow   I never knew It was an Issue till now   I can't even see my face   I'm clouded with these visions of you      everyday I kick myself   there must be something wrong with me   and everyday I kill myself I   sit here and I'm fine without you      everyday It's something new   there’s always something wrong with you   and everyday I beat myself up    beat myself up, beat myself up      I never thought It would be too much somehow   I never knew I had a problem till now   falling over myself, pick me up again   I'm falling far cause      everyday I kick myself   there must be something wrong with me   and everyday I kill myself I   sit here and I'm fine without you      everyday It's something new   there’s always something wrong with you   and everyday I beat myself up    beat myself up, beat myself up      everyday I beat myself up   everyday      everyday I kick myself   there must be something wrong with me   and everyday I kill myself I   sit here and I'm fine without you      everyday It's something new   there’s always something wrong with you   and everyday I beat myself up    beat myself up, beat myself up      every and every   and every day I beat myself up