You see me at the bottom trying to get on top   You see me at the club, you know I used to rock   You see me crying tears, Lord, make 'em stop   You see the sun shine but never on my block   You see I'm trying to grow   Let me get ahead   You know I'm trying to do   What my mamma said   Lord, I need a change   Lord, feel my pain   Lord, find me one that ain't 'bout this game      I'm trying to find a man   Trying to find a ring   Trying to find someone that loves me more than their bling bling   Trying to be a wife   Trying to make a life   Trying to get in touch with my spirtual side   Trying to have your back   Trying to help you stack   Trying to be your strength when you know you lack   Lord, I need a change   Lord, tell me you feel my pain      So blu   So blu   So blu   So blu      You see me hustlin' for every cent I got   You see I never sleep until I reach the top   You see I can't slow down because you know it's real   You see I can't stop here, I gotta make a mil   I'm fitna be a woman that stands the test of time   Ain't afraid to say I'm fitna blow ya mind   I'm fitna be the one you trust more than your boys   I'm fitna reach the level, number one across the board