I can't picture myself    Without you in my life   I thought you and I were meant to be   Spending life together for eternity   I just wish that I could    Change the past   And hope that we would last   But now I find myself    Missing you tonight      Why do I allow myself to cry?   Why do I allow myself to lie?   Maybe I should give up and finally    Say goodbye      I just look into your eyes   And see all the mysteries in life   I see you walking with your friends   And I just turn around and walk away from you   I see you walking alone but    I don't have the courage to walk up and say hello   Girl, I miss you so much   So much that I'd kill to be with you again      Why do I allow myself to cry?   Why do I allow myself to lie?   Maybe I should give up and finally    Say goodbye      Why do I allow myself to cry?   Why do I allow myself to lie?   Maybe I should give up and finally    Say goodbye      Why do I allow myself to cry?   Why do I allow myself to lie?   Maybe I should give up and finally    Say goodbye