why did i love you   why did i trust you   and why did i hate you   and why did i like you   why did i lie to you   why did i say i'd die for you   why did i say all those sweet things to you   why did i say all those hurtful things to you   why did i know    why didnt i know   why did i go   why was i so confused   why am i so confused   why oh why am i so fucked up   why did i love you   why did i hate you   why dont i know who i am anymore   why oh why did i.....