I’ve been wondering why nothing ever gets to me    I’ve been hearing nothing now for far too long    I can hardly stand to sit for one more word    I’ve been counting seconds ‘til I can leave    Won’t you let me, let me leave       I’ve been thinking that maybe this is all my fault    Maybe thinking is the thing that got me where I am now    Let my mind wander to the desert where it’s all alone    Can I hold on to what I know?    Sometimes, I don’t think so       Pull back the curtain to find that I am not what you thought    And see that what I think is not what you taught    I know all the words I play in all the right keys    Don’t be surprised when you find out that you’ve been deceived       Lately I’ve grown sick of what’s been going on    It seems that I lose control every time I’m alone    And I won’t talk about anything with anyone    Even though I know there’s nothing I can do    But the question is can I depend on you?       Pull back the curtain to find that I am not what you thought    And see that what I think is not what you taught    I know all the words I play in all the right keys    Don’t be surprised when you find out that you’ve been deceived          Oh Lord, send me back again    When love was all I’d need    Oh Lord, send it back again    The joy of my salvation    Oh Lord, send me back again    To a day when I was free    Oh, Lord, if only I knew then    Once you start you can’t never stop