Shut down by my own risk   shut you out???         you beginning to never felt this way before   until you find out why      ??   with the world on top of me      you've got it all   you've got it all   everything that you could dream of   but you   you cant breathe   you cant breathe   and this is the part where you start to let yourself go   let yourself go of everything      you will not go down ?? down to hell      i will not let ?? shame