It’s almost like you had it planned    Its like you smiled and shook my hand   and said hey   I’m about to screw you    Over big time      What was I supposed to do   I was stuck in between you   and a hard place   We wont talk about the hard place      But I don’t blame you anymore   That’s too much pain to store   It left me half dead   inside my head   And boy looking back I see    I’m not the girl I used to be    when I lost my mind   It saved my life.      Its how you wanted it to be   Its like you played a joke on me   and I lost a friend   in the end   and I think that I cried for days   but now it seems light years away   and im never going back   to who I was      Cause I don’t blame you anymore    Cause its too much pain to store    Cause it left me half dead    Inside my head   And boy looking back I see    I’m not the girl I used to be   when I lost my mind   It saved my life      I think I cried for days   but now that seems like light years away   and I’m never going back to who I was      I don’t blame you anymore   that’s too much pain to store   It left me half dead    inside my head   And boy looking back I see   I’m not the girl I used to be   when I lost my mind    It saved my life      That life seems like light years away.   Light years away.      That life seems like light years away.   Light years away.