This is my suffering    As I sit here and wait for my love to come back to me   Lost in the tangled misery you’ve left me in   My pain grows, my hate flows right through me   Why did you do this to me?   Did you ever even care?      I though tour love was true   But all you left were lies   I thought our love was true but all I remember of you is the back of your head   You left me here with my eyes scratched out and my heart torn loose   Why was I so blind to this?   I couldn’t have stopped you if I tried.   I did everything for you   So why did you do this?      Our love (what once was?)   Is now (forever?)   Lost (My heart can’t take this, why did you do this?)      Our love is lost   All because you had to do this to my curse   Why must a man have a heart when all it does is cause pain and torture to the pour soul who dwells off of its purpose   Why couldn’t you break it before you consumed it   Then I might not have cared   These memories are nightmares   I tried my best   You threw my heart   Away….   Now forever lost