celebrate jesus christ   and everythings wrapped up nice   but im afraid    to go downstairs   cause this year ive been bad   i dont know what to do   sorry mom and dad   i dont blame you      and i dont believe in god   and i dont believe in hell   and im so afraid of whats out there   and im sorry santa clause    for holding up the line   i got a list of medicine   my family cant afford to buy      if this is life   then let me die   youll be sitting by my side   saying that everythigns okay   if this is now    than take me back   to a better time   to a better place or day      celebrate ???   and no ones got the guts to say   that they do not   enjoy the holidays      and im sorry family   for being such a fuck up   but no ones as long as by   thanksgiving my hair is cut      and theres nothing left to lose   when you have lost everything   that is when you are   truely free      and im so sorry    if you loved me   i will love you   its this easy      if this is life   then let me die   youll be sitting by my side   saying that everythings okay      if this is now   then take me back    to a better time   to a better place or day      ill be superman    if youll be lois lane   ill grab your hand, fly us away   ill be peter pan    if youll be wendy   well grow young together   just you and me      if this is life    then let me die   youll be sitting by my side   saying that everythigns okay   if this is now   then take me back    to a better time   to a better place or day