I get lost, messed up and bored    when I'm alone too long.   I can't sleep, function or eat when I'm not with someone.   Late last fall she ended it all and moved to who know where?   Just like that vanished and packed and never even called.      Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?   A kind of macabre and somber wondertwin kind of harmony?      What if it was you? You that I needed all along?    I felt like a fool    kicking and screaming yet pretending we were wrong.      Let's get wrecked on Pop-tarts and sex and see the Taj Mahal.    Let's save birds from Prince William Sound and skateboard through the mall   Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes and join the PGA   Let's win big with every spin, but hurry... I can't wait      Do you spend a fortune on those late night pre-paid television scams? In search of the perfect blender, steak knife and non-stick frying pan?      What if it was you? You that I needed all along? I felt like a fool thinking we were completely wrong.      It seemed like a dream, one beautiful scream. That echoed forever and made us not afraid a thing and after it ends   We'll try to be friends   They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are.      All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same.    All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain.       What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared a little too much for friends but not enough to share      What if it was you? You that I needed all along? I felt like a fool now that I'm sure that I was wrong.      It had to be you   It had to be you   It had to be you   I knew it was you