And when I talked to my friends   And found out that you're having fun    That you're swallowing life   That you're in the sun   That you're fucking around   You're growing a new one   I bellow out my voice   I yell out loud   I have my shirt off in front of a crowd   I tell em about you, and how you're gone.......      But in my lying   Don't I have you in my mind the entire time   Yeah, I can leave all the places we went   But I can't leave without my bones you bent   So I hobble along   And now it's me who's gone   And now it's me who has your fear of opening hearts   And all the false starts we could tear apart   With this deep gouging biting back   With this way that you get all my friends in the sack   But whats left?    I scream as I look up at night   Where the novelty has worn off of your light   What gives? and I roll on the ground   Who cares? I yell and there's no answering sound   And there's nobody around   And then my answer was found