What's in a name   A name that will   Split open your ears   So that nothing else   Can ever be heard      A cut so deep   In your mind   That anguish and anger   Are the only emotions   That can salve   Such a wound      So much hate   For such a   Once-loved thing   It tears me apart   It breaks me down   It shows me   That I am still alive      And for every   Sip of innocent blood   That I take   The farther that I   Slip into this   Hellish mired fate   The farther my eyes   In their dagger-shaped stare   Seep into this blackened glare   And show me   That I shall never   Be whole again      On how I can hear   The dead ask in   A stone-deaf scream   About what this man   Has done with   Their dearest   Little boy      Call me a victim   Of my own   Arrogant inquisition   But remember   That mirrors   May betray even   Your perfect gaze      With every breath   That I take   With all the death   That I create   I swallow hard   On the rising disgust   And fall deeper into   The persona of those   Who I once   Swore an end      Hell knows   No greater friend   Than I   Perdition come   Take me home      Please god   Let this dream   Fade away