caring and forgiving aren't the same   I can see the causes and assign the blame   as soon as I stop worrying I'm okay   and all this happens in half a day      but as soon as I start shaking I'm a mess   I can't contain these things under this stress   seeing and believing aren't the same    when I see you I don't believe you were to blame    not this time anyway       for how long do you tell yourself that you're moral    for as long as you can stay out of real trouble    that's why I don't think you should be condemned    but when I see you I won't believe you ever again