30 days till christmas and all I know   Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year   I have so much to show   One more month and all I need   Is a sign from you, that you think of me   If you don't, then please just say so   Cause all I do, is think of you      And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down   This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me   But I've got a gift, you see   I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice   Of all the things you've done in my life   Then I'll send it your way   So you see why I love you      Who would've thought that someone like me   Could've fallen in love so easily   I know that you know that I know what I want   I know I can't have it but give it a thought   I know that it sounds crazy, baby   But all I do is think of you      It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down   This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me   But I've got a gift, you see   I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice   Of all the things you've done in my life   Then I'll send it your way   So you see why I love...       Everything you throw my way   I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame   That I came all this way, with so much to say   But all that came out was happy holiday   A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed   Somebody to love a place to lay my head   But I got 30 days and ima make them count   Cause I can't call it christmas without someone to smile about