I look in the eyes    of my drunk friends   and I see my father    and it weighs me down   they don't know whether they love me    they won't fight me   or how much they've hurt   and it weighs me down      It's just one big apology   It's just one big apology      how do you work up so much emotion   over something that's over   once now (?)      how do you make things bigger    make things smaller   to get where your going   or think you are      It's just one big apology   It's just one big apology      I thougt my way around it   I've thought of all these things   I thought if you could save   you could own a life (?)      The siren gets the bad rep   when she brings sinners in   yeah, they should all know better   but thery'e just finding better things