You see it almost everyday. Society can't stand up straight, and no one even seems to care anymore. I wish there was another way but I'll just waste my life day by day and when I get that fix even I won't care anymore.      It's not ok but I guess I'll make it. Can't live this way so I guess I'll fake it.      I feel like I got lost somehow. What will I be years from now? It seems like all my nightmares just came true. My parents think I'm going nuts. The kids at school all think I suck. If you lived my life today, what would you do?