10,000 hellos and not one goodbye   i'm here all alone and your a star up in the sky   you left me memories of all the times we've had   i don't want them you can take them back      cause i have nothing left to lose   i've become jaded   i have nothing left to lose   and it's all because of you      the scars still remain   from standing outside in the rain   watching as you leave i'll never see you again   you turned and walked away when i need you still   i didn't understand then, and i don't think i ever will      you're gone without a goodbye   i can't, i can't figure out why