I miss her so much    Here I stand, an orphan   Left for dead in a brand new land   Hands stretched out as far as I can   Hoping, reaching, prayingbut no one stops   Memories get me by   And scars remind me that you weren't just a dream   Every night the same nightmare   And waking with the pain of being here   I remember a time when I had it all   She gave me a name, she gave me a home, and I miss her so much I can't let her go   Forsaken and in search of a home   I'd have died with you if you would have let me, instead of being here left for dead   I'd have died with you if you would have let me, forsaken, alone she gave me a home   I remember a time when I had it all    She gave me a name, she gave me a home, I miss her so much I can't let her go   Forsaken and in search of a home