Why do we always talk about things like these   Why do we always hunt each other down      Why do we always smoke those cigarettes   and drink alot of wine.      i know what kind of beast that i've become.      no i don't always show my gratitude   i don't always shut it when i'm spoken to   i don't understand the things that you say       anymore      i know it doesn't show that i love you.      no i dont always like when children laugh   and i don't give a damn about your 14 year old   but who am i trying to fool by acting this way      i need alot of wine      i know what kind of beast i've become