I walk with a surrounding of dust   The reapers following   A condemned club for both weak and poor   I tear my new flesh   Ripping and wearing it out      Trying to rise in a cast only I know exists   Abstaining my yesterday   Welcome my tomorrow   Let the present lead   Head my inner bleed      My acts of foolishness   Victimize the perpetual soil   I, I, I, I die alone      Screaming, fighting and tearing my inside   Screaming fight in me      This is the first trace of a weak show   I know that as I take my   First step into this freak show   Lying down on the cold concrete      Surrounded by my own stench   Panic rising, takes me further   This room has never looked this beautiful before      My acts of foolishness   Victimize the perpetual soil   I, I, I, I die alone