i wanted you to know    that i wanted it all   i needed you to show me   i need someone to call      WHY!   TRY!   WHY!   TRY!      reminded once again that i'm the best   what's the point when i still haven't even past the test   reminded once again that there's no contest      you wanted me to know   that you didnt want a fall   what was i supposed to say   i knew everything anyway      i've been here for awhile (for way to long)   but i won't always be here (up & gone)   i never forget a smile   i hold it everywhere with me