My God, my God, Heavenly Father!   I feel forsaken.   Disgrace and shame consume me.   Eternal night now reigns.   Daylight engulfed by shadows,   I pray to end this agony.      Gone, everything I loved, just a memory.   Stripped of every ounce of self-respect   fall to my knees.   Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born.   Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion.      My friends they offer only cruel indifference.   You did this to yourself,   now you must pay the consequence.   I can't believe how fast companions turn their back   Another cruel reminder nothing ever lasts...   It's gone...      Gone, everything I loved, just a memory.   Stripped of every ounce of self-respect   fall to my knees.   Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born.   Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion.      You give and take away   Blessed be Your name.   I cannot comprehend all the workings of Your hand   But still I will wait, hold fast to endless faith.   Overwhelmed and torn apart but never abandoned   When it seems that all is gone.      Gone, everything I loved, just a memory.   Stripped of every ounce of self-respect   fall to my knees.   Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born.   Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion.      Hold fast!! With confidence!!   Overcome your doubt with endless... faith.   Conquer. Prevail.