Oh my god   My god this can't be happening   God tell me, tell me this isn't real   I can't believe all that I have forseen is finally happening   I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel   I always knew, I always saw it coming   Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear   I've never felt the nausea of wanting to feel nothing   I've never wanted to cease to exist   Just disappear      Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so lost   Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so dead      Once felt so warm   Now I'm fucking freezing   I am the once embraced, abandoned one   I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing   No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun      Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so lost   Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so dead      I feel so lost      Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so lost   Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so dead   Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so lost   Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)   Never have I felt so