No this isn't what I wanted   I never thought it'd come this far   I was thinking back to where we started   And how we lost all that we are      We were young and times were easy   But I could see it's not the same   I'm standing here but you don't see me   I'd give it all for that to change   I don't want to lose her   Don't want to let her go       Standing out in the rain   I need to know if it's over   'Cause I would leave you alone   Flooded with all this pain   Knowing that I'll never hold you   Like I did before the storm      With every strike of lightning   Comes a memory that lasts   And not a word is left unspoken   As the thunder starts to crash   Maybe I should give up      Standing out in the rain   I need to know if it's over   'Cause I would leave you alone   Flooded with all this pain   Knowing that I'll never hold you   Like I did before the storm      Trying to keep the light from going out   And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart   They always say a heart is not a home   Without the one who gets you through the storm      Standing out in the rain   Knowing that it's really over   Please don't leave me alone   I'm flooded with all this pain   Knowing that I'll never hold you   Like I did before the storm      Like I did before the storm...